Questions That I Can't Answer

Lord I feel the stillness that is only you alone.

You speak in such a quiet voice that sometimes cannot be heard.

I am still confused.

You loved me, saved me and made me your own.

How can I deserve your love?

How am I made worthy of you and your holiness?

How can you take an offering such as this?

It’s like

Pennies from a pauper

Thoughts from the unwise

Morals from a prostitute

The word of one who lies

Seems like a conundrum, a paradox in terms

I suppose if I was stronger, able to learn

My weakness would not make you as strong

The answer to my question lies in your very word, you loved me because you are holy

and your ways aren’t my own and never will I ever know that secrets that you hold.

M.Walters

~ 2007~